Honestly looking for answers

I am starting this blog in the hope that someone can help me resolve questions I have about Christianity. I honestly don’t know if anyone else will ever read this. If someone does read I doubt they will comment. I honestly just want to get some questions off my chest.

I should start with, how do you know what you know?


I don’t want to debate anything or argue a point. I don’t want to define the word “know”. I don’t want you to loose your faith. I will tell you now that I am looking for evidence. I don’t think the Bible is a credible source unless someone can show me that it is. I think I have an open mind.

I was not in some trauma that caused me to hate god. I am not living in any sort of “sin” that would make me want to run from god.

I grew up very religious. I was told at the age of 9 that I was corrupt and would face eternal torture if I did not convert. I had what seemed like a real experience of “salvation”. This experience was constantly reinforced and was so strong that it has only recently faded away.

If anyone does want to comment please use plain English. If you use words I don’t understand I will look them up but I really don’t want to. If you have any questions about me or my life feel free to ask.

Thanks for taking the time to read this.